Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 

Tenderest Weakness - The Violent Doubt

Thu Feb 15, 2007, 3:02 PM
  • Mood: Spring Fever
  • Listening to: The Cure and Blink
  • Reading: "El día que Nietsche Lloró"
  • Watching: As the waves splash and caress the sand
  • Playing: You
  • Drinking: Bitter Sweet Feelings
All of This

With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I wait for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

With all of this I feel now
Everything inside of my heart
It all just seems to be how
Nothing I feel pulls at me at all
Again I wait for this to pull apart
To break my time in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all I'm always wanting
He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all:
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all I'm always wanting
He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all:
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

At all again I wait for this
To feel the home
To shake the sky in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you


Confusion again, my time, my life, my senses split in two, again.
My soul is divided, my hope may be torned, my sword devoided, my life immerse in bitter and sweet real thoughts.
Tender Summer, Destructive Emotions, yet Everlasting Hope, and Sensible Thoughts. Hope.
Again, again, I wait for this -I'm always wanting YOU, or is it me wanting for MYSELF to feel the emotion for real - Again-

-Im always wanting YOU

Searching for One truth - The Real TRUTH

*~ *~*~ *~*~ *~*~ *~*

Yes, another one of My strong, sincere Journals of powerful ideas, thoughts and perceptions

As You can see, my Summer has been quite thoughful, Ive looked much, but now Im really seeing and searching for the real perspective of this.
I've felt immense emotions, from Sadness to Extreme Joy, Bitterness to Love, from despair to Hope. A great summer which I long to last and to finish, for it has been loved and hated, and it has changed my entire world, it has renwed my soul, again, full with doubt and great hope.

Strong, Adored summer, who brought relax and real action to Life again.

I've done lots of things, since Finding "love", Illusion, and Sweet Deceive to changing my super image :lmao: Again. YeSS New haircut ;P And now is for good the best! It has came here to stay! Besides that, I´ve seen a lot of places, and explored the very ends of the world and my soul, for good, And for this I've refreshed my escence, I feel Alive and full of Hopes for this again.

Still, along with hope and light within my soul and thought, there has come the doubts, and my power for not letting them conquering me down has weakened, but not died. I will never let my doubts conquer me, but I shall feel them and work them hard, I shall rebirth of them and find the truth again. Searching for the answer, waiting for the truth to be unleashed at last.

Sweet, sweet Summer, Final showdown of my thoughts, give me hope, give me truth, be my light within this confusion, among this deceive, among the illusion of strong emotion, among the All.

Enjoy Whats left of the summer, for It little of it now.
Hehe, and for you who are in School and in the middle of Winter -HAHAH-
Kiddin XD, I wish you all
Luck ;P

The Sweetest Drug For My Heart

Wed Jan 10, 2007, 7:27 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: "Soy el Chico de las Poesías..." XD
  • Watching: Me blushing
  • Playing: His body
  • Drinking: My Sweet, Exquisite Feeling
Nothing Else to say


I will not say words that will become vain

Poetry has no place in here, for Ive come to say things

That rhyme will never limit me again

My piece of truth and lust

My tenderest piece of reality

Once.

In this Very Moment

For Ive found Love

Not with an Illusion, Not with a Childish Quimera

Not Again

But With Him, the one who always stood there

The Beautiful Kid who seduced me with the most pure feeling of all

Goodness Itself,

LOVE

And I want him, I need Him, And miss him

Wish you were here righ now
The feeling of me lost in your arms, has been the warmest, sweetest and best feeling Ive ever felt in my life.

You make me feel I touch the sky
You make me feel I am more than anything Ive ever been
You are mine
As Im yours

Wish you were here
My foreseen love. My seduction. My Little boy.

Delirium, thats what you are for me, My strongest, most real Delirium

And you are mine.
For Good.

My God, No one has ever touched my heart as you have.

Please, God let us become one for more than a night

Let us last, Forever

You are not an illusion, you touch my skin at last

I know you will be My friend forever

For I love you, and will never let go of you.

Yes, I love you, more than a friend can do, more than Ive ever had in my entire life

Difficult, extreme words for me, But they've became real. For you, For me.

No poetry needed, nor words of ecstasy or passion, for you and me hold that secret, now little boy owner of my thoughts

My little boy,
I wish you were here
My delirium, My real feeling of passion
My affection

Exquisite Sensation

My love

You are My Lithium, My Sweet, Deep Phylosopher

Tue Dec 26, 2006, 7:25 PM
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Lithium
  • Reading: Sofies verden. Roman om filosofiens historie
  • Watching: The Phantom of the Opera ( SIMPLY GREAT)
  • Playing: my Voice
  • Eating: You
  • Drinking: desires for Love
That's it, Ive fallen in love with a Phylospher. I desire him, I want him, I NEED Him.
He makes my days happier than ever.
He makes me feel as Im more than anything Ive been In my whole life.
He estimulates my imagination
He is my inspiration
He posses the miraculous capacity to make blossom love in my heart
He summons in me the tenderest, most passionate feelings Ive ever felt
He enchants me
He charms me
He is my desire

He is my quimera
He is my dream

He is my seduction for the correct and incorrect

He is my reason to be better

He is my reason to learn to love.


My deep, mysterious, powerful Phylosopher

Be mine.

Sweet Sixteen and my Subscription's DEATH

Wed Sep 20, 2006, 12:41 PM
Special thanks for the beau people of DA, and of course MYSELF MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA for this wonderful price!

Listening to: Happy Birthday MUAHAH
Reading: High School Musical XDDD
Watching: YOU sleeping ñaca ñaca

Hello People.
Its been a while since I last logged in in DA.
Now im feeling super duper, thx for asking SHANOS :evillaugh: Now Im an old girl Of Sixteen, who has had a very complete life. Ive been to another country, have tried super duper stuff, DONT ASK, Im Writing a Novel, been in a balloon trip (thats how it is spelled? GAAH I DUNNO hell with it!) Have super love experienced, and had been a Good:angel:/Bad :devil: Gurl MUAHAHAH. My super birthday was quite calmed, it was all good except i run away from home in the nite ahahah. But now its all cool and Im feeling great with life.
Ive got a super new haircut! Now im bald and Grin, SO COOL. And, Im almost finishing with my damn Personal Proyect and myyy super Novel (which my tutor girl say its too arrogant for I SAY its good) Well It is GOOD, so shut up tutor shano. XD I love my tutor girl, but sometimes i just think shes some evil mathematic maniac :rofl: :paranoid:
Now! My subscription is dead, so goodbye everyone, it was nice having the super journal entry!! Someday ill have a super subscription, when i feel like affording for some subscription like this. GAhhh i dunno, someday Ill be Hokage, so how you now, maybe Ill have some money for this ÑACA ÑACA.
Feeling randomn, its for the sweeeet sixteen feveeeeeeeer.
YEIH!
OK THAT IS ALL FOR NOW FOLKS!
So bee cool, and have "NOTABLES" moments.
;P

My sexy friends

GOOD BYE SUBSCRIPTIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

My toy

My Grin

My almost special 88 boy


LOVE YAAAH Umfgh! :dance: :boogie:
:katana:
DarKunoichiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

OMFG

Wed Sep 13, 2006, 10:41 PM
Special thanks for the beau people of DA, and of course MYSELF MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA for this wonderful price!

Mood: Pissed Off OMFG!!!
Listening to: Adam's Song
Reading: TLOTR the whole trilogy
Watching: YOU

I've got a super duper ultra subscription for a week. Weeeeeee! I feel so fascinated, such extasis, such a quimeric feeling. i almost feel high. YEIH.

This is so great, and its perfect timing!! For tomorrow its my B-day! Yeeeih! So now I even have a super DA gift. Thank you so much DA. You Rock :boogie: :ninjadart: :fork:

;P

My sexy friends

My toy

My Grin

My almost special 88 boy


LOVE YAAAH Umfgh! :dance: :boogie:
:katana:
DarKunoichiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Site Map