All of This

With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I wait for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

With all of this I feel now
Everything inside of my heart
It all just seems to be how
Nothing I feel pulls at me at all
Again I wait for this to pull apart
To break my time in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all I'm always wanting
He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all:
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all I'm always wanting
He's all I need
He's all I dream
He's all:
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

At all again I wait for this
To feel the home
To shake the sky in two
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you
Another night with him
But I'm always wanting you

Confusion again, my time, my life, my senses split in two, again.
My soul is divided, my hope may be torned, my sword devoided, my life immerse in bitter and sweet real thoughts.
Tender Summer, Destructive Emotions, yet Everlasting Hope, and Sensible Thoughts. Hope.
Again, again, I wait for this -I'm always wanting YOU, or is it me wanting for MYSELF to feel the emotion for real - Again-

-Im always wanting YOU

Searching for One truth - The Real TRUTH

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Yes, another one of My strong, sincere Journals of powerful ideas, thoughts and perceptions

As You can see, my Summer has been quite thoughful, Ive looked much, but now Im really seeing and searching for the real perspective of this.
I've felt immense emotions, from Sadness to Extreme Joy, Bitterness to Love, from despair to Hope. A great summer which I long to last and to finish, for it has been loved and hated, and it has changed my entire world, it has renwed my soul, again, full with doubt and great hope.

Strong, Adored summer, who brought relax and real action to Life again.

I've done lots of things, since Finding "love", Illusion, and Sweet Deceive to changing my super image Again. YeSS New haircut And now is for good the best! It has came here to stay! Besides that, I´ve seen a lot of places, and explored the very ends of the world and my soul, for good, And for this I've refreshed my escence, I feel Alive and full of Hopes for this again.

Still, along with hope and light within my soul and thought, there has come the doubts, and my power for not letting them conquering me down has weakened, but not died. I will never let my doubts conquer me, but I shall feel them and work them hard, I shall rebirth of them and find the truth again. Searching for the answer, waiting for the truth to be unleashed at last.

Sweet, sweet Summer, Final showdown of my thoughts, give me hope, give me truth, be my light within this confusion, among this deceive, among the illusion of strong emotion, among the All.

Enjoy Whats left of the summer, for It little of it now.
Hehe, and for you who are in School and in the middle of Winter -HAHAH-
Kiddin XD, I wish you all
Luck